Sunday, November 16, 2003
I think I don't mess around with drugs for very abstract reasons. When I was in college, it seemed everyone around me was smoking out. I sort of rebelled against convention by not. I liked being different. But, really, the things in life that motivate me are my daydreams. When I get a new board (heh, or a new girlfriend) it's because I'm daydreaming about what I can do. And I just can't make a decent daydream out of being stoned, even if I can imagine it being pleasurable.
There's also the knowledge that messing around with drugs may pose a risk to actualizing my existing daydreams. But maybe I'll experiment a bit once I'm retired. Heh, or have tenure. Maybe that's what happened to some tenured professors I had.